RIP, dearest Grandma.

8/8/2012 yg lepas, my beloved grandma telah pulang ke Rahmatullah. Actually, wan sakit da lame da, since taun lepas. She started having lung infection and pneumonia years ago but the condition started becoming worsen last year. At first, ibu anta wan ke Hospital Temerloh for treatment tp after being warded there for 2 weeks, she refused to get any treatment from the hospital. Sbnrnye wan mcm da phobia dok ctu. Almaklumla gomen nye spital kan, full of doktor pelatih. So kadang2 nak amek darah pon smpi kne cucuk 4 5 kali. Tu yg wan da serik dok sane.

Pastu, ktorg decide utk hantar wan kat Pusrawi. And bermula la episod ibu kne ulang alik ke KL. Kesian giler ibu sbb dia sgt penat, tp for wan's sake, dia buat jugak la. Sbbnye wan xsuke org len jage dia sgt. At first, she looked better, but after a while the lung infection turned ito cancer. Huhu. Doc ckp it's due to the reason that the lung was infected for too long so medication could no longer cure the disease. Plus, she's athmatic, so lg la teruk jdnye. When the doctor said that wan had cancer, no treatment was given to her. Sbb she's old and cannnot handle chemo. The only ubat yg doctor bg is high dose of morphin to make the pain less.

But then, God loved her more. After 9 months, she's no longer with us. I was really sad as she's close to me and my siblings. I remember during my confinement time with Ichaq, she's the one who took care of me, monitor time bertungku, buatkan air akar kayu etc. And she loved Ichaq too. The only great grandson who she babysat. Dear Wan, we are going to miss u lot. May u rest in peace.