RIP, dearest Grandma.

8/8/2012 yg lepas, my beloved grandma telah pulang ke Rahmatullah. Actually, wan sakit da lame da, since taun lepas. She started having lung infection and pneumonia years ago but the condition started becoming worsen last year. At first, ibu anta wan ke Hospital Temerloh for treatment tp after being warded there for 2 weeks, she refused to get any treatment from the hospital. Sbnrnye wan mcm da phobia dok ctu. Almaklumla gomen nye spital kan, full of doktor pelatih. So kadang2 nak amek darah pon smpi kne cucuk 4 5 kali. Tu yg wan da serik dok sane.

Pastu, ktorg decide utk hantar wan kat Pusrawi. And bermula la episod ibu kne ulang alik ke KL. Kesian giler ibu sbb dia sgt penat, tp for wan's sake, dia buat jugak la. Sbbnye wan xsuke org len jage dia sgt. At first, she looked better, but after a while the lung infection turned ito cancer. Huhu. Doc ckp it's due to the reason that the lung was infected for too long so medication could no longer cure the disease. Plus, she's athmatic, so lg la teruk jdnye. When the doctor said that wan had cancer, no treatment was given to her. Sbb she's old and cannnot handle chemo. The only ubat yg doctor bg is high dose of morphin to make the pain less.

But then, God loved her more. After 9 months, she's no longer with us. I was really sad as she's close to me and my siblings. I remember during my confinement time with Ichaq, she's the one who took care of me, monitor time bertungku, buatkan air akar kayu etc. And she loved Ichaq too. The only great grandson who she babysat. Dear Wan, we are going to miss u lot. May u rest in peace.

And the journey begins.....

Holaaaa. Lme nye x updet. Skang ni bizi audit. So bykla bnde nak kne setelkan sblm audit itu bermula. Xsempat la nak tulis pape. Btw, just wanna share sumtin. I finally got a supervisor. Yeayyyy. So officially after raye ni, saye kne bekerja keras utk menyiapkan thesis saye.

Actually, sy br je tau 2 ari lps. Ms tu sy dlm class tgh mengajar. Suddenly i heard my msg alert tone. Owh. After sudahkan ayat terakhir, sy pon cek fon. Skang ni sy mmg salu concious ngan bunyik fon. Sbb kdg2 org nursery call or msg. Bila bukak je sms tu, it's from my supervisor, asking me whether he can call me or not. Huaaaaaaa. Nebesnye la time tu. So pastu dia call, bitau la what should i do for the time being. Dia x prefer utk meet me up during fasting month bcoz he can't smoke. Xley focus t katenye. After few minutes conversation, nnt pas raye sy kne p jmpe dia utk bincang psl paper tu. Huhu.

My supervisor used to teach me when i was in degree time. I kinda like him that time sbb his class would definitely end early, plus he's so sempoi and jarang bg homework. He thought me Multimedia English which I managed to get an A-. Hehe. Bnde yg paling sy igt dalam clas sy ialah dia suke tye soklan kat sy dlm clas. So everytime ade clas ngan dia, mmg kne make sure sy paham sume bnde yg dia ajar sbb kalo x nnt x dapat jawab. Huhu.

Hopefully, he'll be nice to me. Sbbnye sy ni mmg cpt 'sedey' sket kalo kne marah. Hoho. He advised me to read a lot and make sure i do my homework before i come to see him later. Huhu. Wish me luck, ok.

Perihal Ichaq~

Huhu. Dua ari ni Ichaq x p skolah dia. Suke sgt le tu kalo xyah p skolah. Sbbnye ialah kne sakit mata. Huhu. Actually dia sakit mata since jumaat last week. As usual, berjangkit kat skolah la tu.

Petang Jumaat tu ktorg blk KL. Hehe. Ichaq pye kampung kat KL okeh. Owh. Dlm kete tu cam da perasan da mata dia cam berair. I tot maybe pedih sebab kne aircond. The next day, pagi2 mata dia cam melekat2. So both me and hubby syak itu mst kne sakit mata la tu. Sbbnye penyelia nursery ade btau yg kat skolah ade bdk sakit mata. Huhu. Pagi2 sabtu tu ktorg pon bwk la Ichaq p klinik. Mmg doktor ckp dia kne infection tp seb bek x teruk lg. Huhu.

And, the next day pulak, mommy pon terkene jgk sakit mata tu. Tp nsb baik la dpt mc 2 ari. Bole jage Ichaq kat umah. And dia pon mmg tersaaaaangat suke la bile sy ade kat umah. Sbbnye, bole nenen 24 jam. Kat skola kne gune botol. Hehe.

Kalo anta anta ke nursery ni, mmg la kne sgt bertabah. Sbbnye, kat sane kalo ade sorg yg sakit, mmg konfem yg lain2 pon akan kne. Mcm 2 3 mggu lepas, most of the toddlers kne chicken pox. Sbbnye, ade sorg bdk ni kne, then mak dia still anta nursery sbb xde org jage. So mmg la berjangkit2 sesame dorg. Huhu. Tp tu la, nak salahkan parents tersebut tu pon x boleh. Maybe dorg ade problem sendiri smpi terpakse anta jgk bdk tu p nursery. Tpnye, mcm da sedikit menyusahkan org lain bile yg lain2 pon terjangkit same. Huhu.

So, arini Ichaq da sehat. Pagi2 td Daddy da anta Ichaq p skolah. As usual, kalo baru2 anta ni muke dia mst x bape hepi. Hehe. No worries yer Ichaq. Tghari nnt mommy dtg tgk, okeh. Jgn noty2 kat skolah.

Of my sweet little pie~~

8 bln 2 mggu

Ade gigi 2 batang

Pandai tatih2

Suke agah orang

Reti 'menyanyi' kalo tgk twinkle2 and abc song

Saaaaaaangat manje

Asek nak ikut kalo nampak org bersiap

It's just 2 years...

Owh. Last Saturday ialah anniversary sy. Anniversary 'in a relationship'. Yg ke-2. Hehe. Bg sesetgh org maybe akan ckp, alaaaaa, br dua tahun. Hmmmm. Wlupon br dua tahun, tp sy rs dua tahun itu ialah dua tahun yg sgt berkualiti. I was blessed with love and happiness. Therefore, i am sooooo grateful and hope that it'll will last.

Tahun lps ktorg celebrate dgn pegi tgk wayang je. Haha. Kenape wayang. Sbb tgk wayang tu ialah first date sy. Siap tgk cte Shrek tu. Hehe. Taun ni xcelebrate pon sbb Ajmal kne HFMD. But i manage to surprise him with this...

Happy anniversary dear. I love u soooooooo much!

As the time flies~~~~

Holaaaa. Mggu ni ialah first week utk semester diploma kat cni. For the first time, i am given 24 hours per week (unclaimable..T.T) and Friday evening class. Huuuuuuu. Agak mencabar kecergasan fizikal dan mental sy sbb sem ni sy cume ajar 1 clas je bdk part 1, the other 3 codes are for bdk part 3 and part 4. Huhu. Timetable mmg agak padat la sbb da namenye 24 jam, kan. So, sy akan ade 2 hari yg mengajar 2 jam.

Tp Alhamdulillah, despite timetable sy yang begitu, sy masih bersyukur sbb sy hanye ade 1 je clas yg stat kol8 iaitu hari Isnin. Yg lain2 sume stat kol10. Sbbnye, waktu pagi ialah waktu kritikal di mane sy nak kne bgn awal utk masak food Ajmal, nak siap2 p kje etc. Sy kne masak food Ajmal ari2 due to certain reasons. 1) Ajmal is picky. So kalo porridge yg sy mskn the night before, dia mmg xmo mkn. Dia rs x fresh kot. 2) Sy yg fussy. Hehe. Yer. Sy xmo dia mkn food yg nursery siapkan sbb sy xmo ajar dia mkn air tgn org lain. Plus, sy x confident dgn hygenic level n food ingredient yg digunekan. Dats y sy sggp bersusah payah bgn pagi2 memasak. Huhu.

So far, students sem ni no bad la. I kinda like my classses. Bdk2 agak participative. Sem ni sy ajar pre-science, Sport Rec, DPIM and OM. Sy harap sy akan bertabah mengajar mereka, and hopefully mereka pun akan bertabah belajar dgn sy.

Sy berharap sy dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik untuk bekerja dangan tekun semester ni. Sbb selain dr keje2 opis, sy juga berazam utk menyiapkan tesis sy. Smga sy mendapat keizinan Tuhan utk menyiapkan tesis sy itu tahun ini. InsyaAllah.

PB owh PB~

Hmmm. U guys penah dengar x Premium Beautiful? To those yg x tau, PB tu ialah sejenis korset keluaran Hai O yang reganye agak mahal la kalo nak dibandingkan dengan korset2 yg lain. Org2 yg penah gune korset ni sume cakap korset ni bagus. Sgt effective utk turunkan berat badan, sembuhkan penyakit and to those yang da kawen, korset ni bole menjadikan pemakainye kembali seperti anak dara. And pade yg jual pulak, bole menjana pendapatan riban2. Owh2. Jgn silap paham tau. Sy bukan jual korset ni.

Actually, sy ade few friends yg jadi dealer korset ni tau. Ade tu kawan yg agak rapat, sederhana rapat and kawan yg x rapat langsung pon ade(kwn2 kat Fb). So dorg ni dok promote2 la bnda ala ni. Ade tu siap PM kat Fb banyak2 kali soh try dulu secara free. The thing is, no ffence yer, sy mmg sgt tak berminat dengan korset ni. For me, nak turunkan berat badan tu, sy xde problem. Bukan nak riak tau, i don't have problem with my body weight. I am now on the exact weight before i got pregnant. Shape tu maybe la ade lari sket after sy deliver, tp still. I am so much comfortable with it. Then, i take supplement and traditional remedies to keep myself healthy. Again, no corset involved.

Frankly speaking, sy x rase sy perlukan korset tu. So stop promoting it to me. And bile ade org dok upload status kengkonon bnde ni bagus sgt and condemnkan bnde lain, sy cam rase sedikit meluat la. Yes, i know. Tu Fb dia, sukeati dia la nak tulis ape kan. Tp i guess they should get the signal when they PM me and i didn't reply it. Haiihhhh.

So, pade sape2 nak jual PB tu, xyah la promote beria2 kat saye. Kalo sy nak beli, sy akan carik korang. Tp skang ni sy mmg x nak. Sekian.